It was 2am, on a cold autumn night, when I first met the Devil. Earlier that evening, I stopped at a gas station to fill up, when I noticed an ex-lover in a car with her new man. They looked so happy, laughing and touching. I quickly drove off before I could be noticed....
Read more →The year is over, yet this bad comedy continues. The new year approaches, and the time has come for change. It is my wish that this new year brings you many blessings, that you never feel sorrow, and that all your dreams come to be. I must let you go. I cannot continue to...
Read more →look at the goldfish in the bowl poor little goldfish has no soul he doesn’t think about tomorrow for him, the past, it brings no sorrow he lives right now, just in the moment his thoughts and memories bring no torment he’s happy as a fish could be for he knows not of destiny...
Read more →I’m dying. Your name echoes through my veins, ever fainter, like a passing marching band. Each breath that escapes reaches in to pull out the next. Soon, I will be vacant. My life begins to flash before my eyes, and I’m presented with all the memories of yesterday. This life has definitely been turbulent,...
Read more →My mind is like a carousel. Yesterday, it revolved quickly and I was blasted with opposing flashes of thought. Much like the flower-plucking “She loves me, she loves me not” game we’ve all played, my mind worked overtime to try and convince me of reasons to fight for my love, and reasons to run...
Read more →I’m eating chocolate pudding and the credits just rolled on my last episode of Grey’s Anatomy. I’m kinda bummed out because now I don’t know what else I can watch tonight. I’m hurting, I’m worried, and I’m imagining myself as a ball of yarn. A ball of yarn with no beginning and no end,...
Read more →Sometimes we fall from someplace tall, sometimes we just end up feeling it all. We hit the ground hard and we shatter to pieces, and we feel like the whole world is watching and sees us. We feel like we’ll never ever be whole again; not with all the king’s horses, nor all the...
Read more →Right now, I’m thinking about how much I miss you. Right now, We should be one, not two. Right now, I remember when your day was mine, and mine was yours. Right now, I remember when this all was pure. Right now, I’m thinking of the taste of your lips. Right now, I’d love...
Read more →I finally caught some Zs last night! Yes, caught some Zs, you heard me right. I did not sleep through the whole night, but I slept and dreamed, so it’s alright. I’ve never had much trouble sleeping, but lately, my mind, it won’t stop speaking. I think I’ve discovered a little trick. A ruse...
Read more →Today was such a wonderful day, I got to dream while I was awake. See, it’s been a while since I’ve gotten rest; I’ve tried to sleep, I’ve tried my best. When I close my eyes, I see her face. When I rest my mind, it starts to race. It sees the future, it...
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